Friday, May 18, 2007
I'm back for a post!
And i can never describe how i so miss posting everyday. It's cos im banned from using the computer at home, and exams were around the corner. Now that the exams are over, im still deprived from using the computer, still.
Exam results have been hell for me, especially A Math. I only scored 1/4 of the total marks but I still got a snack from Mr. Tan for improving. It was supposed to be a kind of encouragement, but it seemed like just something extra for me to eat after recess. Again, Nurul was the highest in class, and got a pack of potato chips. I could buy that with a few cents lah, please! I wish I'd done as well as the others in the class, I mean, better, but I guess I chose the wrong subject.
So its been two weeks since I met him, and the last time, something terrible happened. But all's well now, and I'm gonna finally meet up with him next Monday. I really feel like we're having this kind of long-distance relationship, but it's just too bad that his school is at Simei and mine's at Bishan. But it's okay, because I couldn't get any other guy better than him, anyway. This 28th gonna be our 8th month together, and I would really like to say thanks to him for everything he'd done for me, because I now discovered that he often passes by my blog. How mysterious..
You may be wondering how I'd sneaked out to post, but I'm now in the computer lab in school, actually doing a research for Art. So maybe I'll pop in someday and post again. For now, take care all! :D
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
HAHA HELLO :)
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
i am totally screwed!
i deleted my friendster account which obviously had so much memories in it!
and created a new one :)
add me up okay pple? im now like a loner, no friends :(
HAHA! so im so damn bored now, my heart's torn into pieces cos i keep on thinking bout my friendster account.
now chatting with Natz & Wanie.
doing some catching up with her & she said she saw Ashraf at Jurong, the carwash place. :D
now i think gonna call Ashraf as he seems to be the last straw of entertainment for me!
anyw, my new friendster acc :
brightmorningstar-@hotmail.comADDDDDDDDD ME UP! :D
Monday, April 23, 2007
'this will never happen again...'
im back people, but i hav to let y'all knw dat i wont really be actively blogging these days, cos having a slight problem with using the computer at home. been strictly banned for using the computer on reasons dat i abused it. yes i knw dat this has happened for the umpteenth time, but i dun think i will ever stop from blogging cos it happened to be part of my life, something i alw look forward to coming home to.
well, these few days have been quite a wonder :) so just now we had A M ath test and i can confirm with you that i'll fail the test although i made full use of the time to figure out what the questions mean. After the test, Priscilla asked me, 'did you draw the graph?' and i was like, 'what graph? the question asked us to draw a graph?' YES, FUNNY. i told you i didnt understand any questions. so i kinda wrote down everything i self-studied at home the previous weekend. and after awhile it looked like i was boasting: i was pouring out all the knowledge i had about that topic. especially alpha-beta. but what could i do? that was the only solution visible to me.
so i supposed to hav 3 hours of detention today after school, but i only served for 1hr & 15 mins. cos one thing, i arrived 15 mins late due to the heavy raining. and i wasnt feeling well. plus i had to get home by 5.15 so dat my daddy wouldnt knw. so mayb im finishing the 1hr & 45 mins of what's left tmrw. wish me luck okay? detention is so darn boring without anyone to entertain me! :(
i hope the latest blogskin im using now is okay for the time being.
i realised that the previous one was kind of irritating, so i decided to change it.
does this look better, Nurul?
'i love you Muhammad Ashraf' :)
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
forgive & forget,
that is whats important nw..
Saturday, April 14, 2007
a few days passed me by, but it felt like mths.. how am i supposed to let you go? to place you somewhere far when you're so close to my heart? we nvr considered how hard its gonna be for us. i dun know bout you, but i give up, i seriously do.
TO NURUL & ALL THOSE WHO BELIEVED ME WHEN I SAID I COULD MAKE IT :
i rest my case. the truth is, i want him back, really..eveyrthing around me reminds me of you, how could i not think of you for even one minute? my Brother talks about Mr. Bean, and thats when i thought of you. i woke up in the middle of the nite and thought of you. i try to study, but your name is all over the textbooks. i cant possibly get over you, fullstop. what my mum said to him was full of bullshit, it wasnt him that my studies r dropping, it wasnt him that made me so stupid. the only reason im living for now is myself. yes,
I MADE MYSELF STUPID
I MADE MYSELF NOT TO STUDY
I MADE MYSELF FLOP IN CLASS TESTS
I MADE MYSELF LOOK STUPID IN DADDY'S EYES
but nw..
HE MADE ME NOT TO STUDY
HE MADE ME CRY
HE MADE ME LOSE THAT FAITH IN MYSELF
HE MADE ME FAIL IN LIFE
it may be just a few days, but could you see how bad its gonna be in the future? i was going on fine without you for the first, second days, but my heart's been so hurt, i dun know wat else to do but wait for you to answer my call.
i will never give up in getting you back, for my life's now devoted to you.
but im so hopeless..
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
nowadays often hang out with Adlina & Dino.
and lemme tell you, AMK's the best place to rest!
IM GLAD THAT EVERYTHING'S FINE NOW.I LOVE YOU BUSHUK, I'LL NEVER EVER TRADE YOU EVEN FOR A THOUSAND M&M'S :Dtmrw's another school day, meeting Lin & Dino at Bishan Park bus stop after school.
tkcre people, i'll be back nxt tyme!
