HELLOHELLO =)
I'M BACK IN ACTION!
grrrr.. and and my pictures are gone!
hmphff!.. [x
so irritating tu re-install everything all over again.
it feels like i just bought a new computer!
okay but nevermind, i'll try tu be patient.
hahaha. hmm ..
tmrw gonna jalan raye with my dearests!
gonna be oh so fun, because ashraf's tagging along this year.
yay yay! [x
hehe.. i miss him la!
okay im starting tu love this songggg,
the lyrics are so umm .. nice! haha.


with much much love,
Dian.

wow,
it's been so long since i posted something.
hmm. during the time i was away from the computer, (my computer was hit by a fcuking virus), alot of things happened.
i dont wish tu talk about it anyway.
haha! hmm.
oh goshgoshh!
i miss him!
only got tu spend time with him fer awhile just now.
travelled so much in such a short time.
hehe. okay nevermind..
tmrw he'll start werk.
hmm. guess it'll be much harder for me :(
i'll miss him alot uh! Grrrr..!
but it's okay, time will pass by fast.
I HOPE!
hmm. okeh fer subject combination,
i chose the following :
Art
A Maths
Combined Science ; Physics & Chemistry
Combined Humanities ; History & Social Studies
hope i'll have fun studying these subjects next year (:
with Nurul, she choose exactly the same as me, WHEEEEEUU!
hahaha. okeh bestbest. =x
next year must start thinking about future alweady uh!
haha, okay i've had enough of crapping here.
so far, i've received $173 fer hari raye in three days!
yay yay! =)
it took such a long tyme fer me tu count all my packets.
hahaha! i counted and counted and countedddddd.
FOOOOOOOHOOOOO! [x
i want more, i want morrrrre.
okay, i wanna zoom off now.
i wanna eateat.
haha, take care sexy people.

what good love is when it keeps on hurting me?
why everytime i fall in love, there must be something bad that falls upon me?
that makes me feel doubtful about that guy?
whether he really likes me or just playing around with me?
i really wish to fall for someone who appreciate me.
i think he really does, but wth.
someone asked me BECAREFUL with him.
what's his bloody problem?
he really messed up my life.
and feelings for that guy sia!
i really have no mood when he told me that!
i know that i've done wrong (in the past) to him.
but that doesn't mean he have to do it back at me!
im so damn frustrated.
and how am i supposed to continue what i feel for that guy?
when whatever shit you said always stay in my mind everytime?
i really like him, i want us to take it slow, i want us to get to know each other very well first before becoming something else more.
i want it to be that way, i really want it to!
but i don't seem to get the approval ..
im pissed off now.
i dont wish to think negatively, but you forced me to!
omfg.
i shall stop here so that my mind wont continue thinking shits.
TO THE ONE IM PISSED OFF WITH : berhenti berbual world lah sial! ch*bai!

aku tak percaya lagi
dengan apa yang kau beri
aku terdampar di sini
tersudut menunggu mati

aku tak percaya lagi
akan guna matahari
dengan mampu menerangi
sudut gelap hati ini

aku berhenti berharap
dan menunggu datang gelap
sampai nanti suatu saat
tak ada cinta kudapat

kenapa ada derita
bila bahagia tercipta
kenapa ada sang hitam
bila putih menyenangkan

kau ajarkan aku bahagia
kau ajarkan aku derita
kau tunjukkan aku bahagia
kau tunjukkan aku derita
kau berikan aku bahagia
kau berikan aku derita

things have been going on too smoothly fer me!
gosh, life's been in an effing mess since you entered it!
ergh, i warned you boy, but you refused to listen.
now you taste it, and it affects me too.
when i like one boy, i'll only like him.
and i'll try to stay with him & win his heart.
but with you in my way, how am i supposed to let this take place?
you keep on calling me, you keep on bugging me with your SMS.
when am i ever gonna have time to pay special attention to the boy i like?
what if with your presence, he'd experience a sense of boredom, thinking i wanna say goodbye to him?
come on, even after i told you to stop, you said you'll wait.
you just knew me since when, only a few days back.
what else can i expect from you?
true love?
ergh! im frustrated!
okay.
just finished my math papers 1 & 2.
it brainwashed me.
gosh, when i saw the paper, my mind switched OFF.
& i totally forgot everything i learnt throughout the whole year!
im gonna fail.
just hope the past tests are enough to pull me up!
i dont wanna drop to NA :(
lalalalaa~
tmrw & fridae's holidays!!
HIAKDUSHHHHH !! (x
tmrw maybe going tu geylang, buker with dian, ayie, fuad, afiq, wanie, hikmah, suriati & rusydi.
i just hope hazim wont be there!
even if he is, i cabot uh!
hahaha. hope ashraf could tag along.
if only he's free.
he's a cute but busy man.
hehehehe..
im tired.
i wanna go sleep2.
toodles! :D

I FUCKING MISS HIM!

ELLO ! :D
i'm bored spending my time at home.
slacking on the computer the whole day, when i could mug for my important papers (math plus science) next week.
because i'm so darn tired with studying already.
especially after i did a whole week of mugging for literature, history, geography and did some art preparatory stuffs but fuck yeah, i forgot to bring the whole stack to school on that day!
i'm so very dumb! ergh.
woohoo ! (x
today i didnt puase cos im having TUT-TUT __ *
hehehe, yeaaaaahness!
and mama's out buying some food for dinner.
so now i'm alone at home.
Bee's gone out from morning till now, don't know what he's up to really.
i think he's out at amk chilling with his new so-called ITE friends.
haha, got to know some of them.
because every morning, they'd be waiting for Bee under my block.
and all i know is that one of them is so damn disgusting!
ergh! =x
okay nevermind, that's his problem.
hmm ..
yay! monday gonna meet him!
again!
i missed him alot.
been 4 days since i last met him.
okay den.
i dont know what else i wanna write here.
just that i wish i could concentrate on my books.
only until wednesday.
& i'm gonna be free like you've never imagined.
toodles :D

dancing on the kitchen tiles, it's all about you (:
i hope you'll one day know about my feelings.
what i feel for you.
maybe it's just isn't time yet for me to think of US.
but maybe the day will come, im not sure.
maybe you won't ever get to read my blog, because i don't think i will ever give you the password anyway.
it's a miracle ;
how fast i develop feelings for you.
how fast my heart was grabbed by you.
how fast i always think of you.
but has it ever occured to you?
do you really mean what you say now?
am i supposed to believe in guys?
i didn't want to anymore, until you came.
i guess the reason why i'm scared of trusting you is because my past experience was a blissful one.
i'm sorry if i hurt your feelings in one way or another.
but i like you.
maybe love too, who the fuck knows now?
only me + God.
will you treat me like before?
treat me like i was your only one?
guess it's different now, although you're trying to give me excuses.
i miss getting on the phone with you :(
when, dear, when will i get the chance again?
i just wish you'd knew all this.
okay da.
so far, all the papers i've done were okay.
today's english paper one was like fuck.
but paper two was quite easy for EOY lah.
but anyway it's great isn't it?
hahahaha. =x
haiz, i miss you, ashraf !!
where the fuck have you gone to?
(ergh)
feel like sleeping now.
because he's tidying his room for the whole day.
i guess i'll just have to wait.
& be patient if i wanna hear his voice again.
okay da for today ! (: