a few days passed me by, but it felt like mths.. how am i supposed to let you go? to place you somewhere far when you're so close to my heart? we nvr considered how hard its gonna be for us. i dun know bout you, but i give up, i seriously do.

TO NURUL & ALL THOSE WHO BELIEVED ME WHEN I SAID I COULD MAKE IT :

i rest my case. the truth is, i want him back, really..eveyrthing around me reminds me of you, how could i not think of you for even one minute? my Brother talks about Mr. Bean, and thats when i thought of you. i woke up in the middle of the nite and thought of you. i try to study, but your name is all over the textbooks. i cant possibly get over you, fullstop. what my mum said to him was full of bullshit, it wasnt him that my studies r dropping, it wasnt him that made me so stupid. the only reason im living for now is myself. yes,

I MADE MYSELF STUPID

I MADE MYSELF NOT TO STUDY

I MADE MYSELF FLOP IN CLASS TESTS

I MADE MYSELF LOOK STUPID IN DADDY'S EYES

but nw..

HE MADE ME NOT TO STUDY

HE MADE ME CRY

HE MADE ME LOSE THAT FAITH IN MYSELF

HE MADE ME FAIL IN LIFE

it may be just a few days, but could you see how bad its gonna be in the future? i was going on fine without you for the first, second days, but my heart's been so hurt, i dun know wat else to do but wait for you to answer my call.

i will never give up in getting you back, for my life's now devoted to you.

but im so hopeless..

in the name of love.
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