thx for being strong during these times. but pls stop giving me hope, cos i want to put a stop to all this. i suffered, you did too. but i dun think you deserve that. so i wanna say sorry for giving you so many good times...but i hope you wont forget them. im so tired of all this secrets, who needs them? i wanna be free like everyone.

i wanna make lots of friends while i can. but mayb i dun deserve a guy like you, mayb you're too good for me, or mayb you're too patient to make me realise from my mistake? people r asking me to calm down, but i cant, cos you're still on my mind.

Boy, i hav loved you ever since, its up to you to believe it or not. but if i love you, i'll hav to let go. cos i dun want to see my loved one suffering, would i? im sorry to make you believe all the sweet nothings i whispered into your ears. i just dun want you to be the victim of my sufferings anymore. i want you to be like how you used to be, free from everything.

imma let you go nw.
im so sorry..