hello,

how come every misunderstanding btween me & him can b solved in such a short time? i think it sounds more like a fairytale rather den a true life story, doesnt it..? but my heart kept on denying on that. well, not only my heart, but also every instincts dat im getting. but you know wat, i think i should stop this, i think i should stop blaming just him himself. cos both of us lost it all.

'nth lasts forever.'

so mayb the previous english lesson was useful after all. the song she used, Perfect by Simple Plan just xplains evrything dats happening in my life right this instance. i dun know why but maybe there's a different reason bhind all this. but whatever the reason its gonna b, its taking too long a time. i cant wait anymore. things are gettin' worse. my personal life is ruined, MY PERSONAL LIFE. i seriously lost it a-l-l.

to him : im sorry im acting this way, but im in the 'i-dun-know-wat-to-do' situation. its not that kind of win-lose situation where i can alw balance the success and failure. but in mine, its more to the lose-lose situation. i alw lose. and im tired of it. just giv me some time to think it over. and if you ask me bout wat, well yeah, bout you, me, bout us. bout my life, about every single mistake i've done and i remorsed. i promise i'll try not to break ur heart.

in the end of the day,
i can only promise you tomorrw,
but i cant buy back yesterday :(