Saturday, January 20, 2007
pheww, time really flies, that phrase dun meaning nth!
wat happened the past week was kinda okay for me xcept on friday. a sudden mood swing occured when waiting for art class to start. everythin was going on great cos geog and ss teacher didnt come, and we like practically sat in the same room for 3 long hours. spent chit-chattin away. den art class started at 2 and supposed to end at 4. den after dat, arranged to meet Ashraf, but he cancelled again. i was so pissed all of a sudden. i dun know why, lately he has alw been cancelling our meetings. den i raged. dat was a normal thing to do. but this doesnt make sense, cos i raged at him, yes AT HIM.
den he was like '..?' and i told him how i felt for the past week, how unsure i felt. den we talked things out, and kinda sorted out our feelings. and the best thing during art lesson, was dat when he swore dat he's still loving me. den at dat point, i stopped crying and gave everyone a smile. and i dun think its fair for me to feel sad and all infront of my frens. they talk to me and i answered them in pieces. who did i think i was? i felt so bad. im sorry, eh frens who were there. :(
and den after art class, me, nurul, ca & saras went to j8. bought my tako balls and walked to KFC. the rest ate there and den natz came in home clothes. so i left, went to Bedok. met my cousin under his block and he smoked. while i tell him wat happened. cos de thing is, im supposed to meet him at nite. cos i told him i was meeting Ashraf. hahh. den after a few hours, went up and every other cousin came with their school uniforms on too. but i think mine's the coolest. de new uniform is so comfortable la can.
so yesterday talked to him for awhile, cos my cousin came to sleepover here. suddenly, i joked bout american idol. the fat but dammit cute girl who sings with her RRRRRRRR and her WOLFFFFFFF. haha. and they were like, STOP IT. STOP IT. lalala~ so jammed wit him and my abg. hahaha. quite nice la, we jammed the song 'apo nak dikato'. and den we ended up talking bout the Skafest '07 dat was coming up. cant wait seh! hahas. never went to a ska gig before. and now my abg's got 'em tix ready. WHEEEEEEEE.WHOOOOOOOO. huhu. :D
mayb tmrw meeting Dian & all at tamp! yesssssssssa. i miss 'em la can. especially ayie. his jokes can make me roll on the floor i tell you! hahahha. den mayb meeting Ashraf there after he end his school. see how it goes then. okay, i wanna go take a nap now, my eyes are killing me! gudnite beings!
and take care all.