mummy dun really like me having a boyfren too soon :(

i felt so bored. she read all my msgs la can! pfft. i dun know how else to prevent her from invading into my privacy? i know she's my mum, but it doesnt mean dat she has to know everythin bout my life right?

yesterday cried and cried till i fell asleep on my bed. kept on thinkin wat i would do next? called Ashraf and told him dat mummy wanna meet him tmrw at woodlands. i dun know how it'd turn out to b. i was crying when i called him, and the conversation was awkward :

Ashraf : Hello?
Me : Hello.
Ashraf : Yes?
Me : My mum wants to see you tmrw. She wanna talk to you. She found out bout us.
Ashraf : Okay. Is everythin ok? Knape u nangis? Wat she wanna talk bout?
Me : i dun know. But u can meet her rite tmrw?
Ashraf : Sure.
Me : -silence-
Ashraf : U, i ngah keje nie. Later i call u back can?
Me : Okay. Bye.
Ashraf : Bye.

:(
den at nite called him up again.

Ashraf : Hello?
Me : Hello. Where are you?
Ashraf : On the way home.
Me : Okay. U, bout just now.. My mum wanna ask you to stop contactin me. That's why she wanted to meet u.
Ashraf : -silence-
Me : Would u really stop contactin me? Bcos i still wouldnt.
Ashraf : If you wanna stop, den we stop. But do you wanna stop?
Me : Of cos not.
Ashraf : So we dont stop. But wat if your mum finds out?
Me : Hopefully she wont.
Ashraf : Okay.
Me : So everything she's gonna say tmrw, dun take it to heart.
Ashraf : Okay, im prepared.
Me : Okay den. I wanna eat.
Ashraf : Okay. Bye.
Me : Bye.
Ashraf : i love you.
Me : i love you too.

(:

i think im the most luckiest person in this whole wide world, cos i have an understandin guy right bside me.
im fuckin thankful for dat.
He's a gift from God.