Friday, December 15, 2006
time check : 0619 hours
and im awake
guess wat, i had a nitemare,
the worst i had to go through ever since the one i had during my primary school years
wat am i supposed to do now? i feel so tired. :( called Ashraf up but he answered the fone, den found out that he slept early. he asked me go back to sleep, wish i could too. he gave me a kiss and if only that would make me go back to sleep? pfft. why must stupid things happen to me all the time? im tired of all this.
I FEEL BADDDDDDDDDD NOW, REAL BAD. :(
AND YEAH, I DUN KNOW WHYYYYYY. SHIT
bahh i hate this feeling,
im goin away real soon. and i dun have enough time wit him yet. my fone's still at the workshop, wont b repaired until monday. and monday morning, i'll b on the way to Johor already. tmrw's having wedding invitation, oh shit i hate all this noisy places. where people are all happy, singing into the microphone, when im the one who's forced to go to this stupid reception and feeling so bad inside.
fuck you dian
stop blaming others
oh shit im having attitude problem now
i need him nowwwwwwww
now, anyone bring him here for me please
im desperate okeh
whatever =/
when will i ever get to REALLY show Ashraf why im really carrying on in life?
someone, please press the pause button to my life
i need a break now,
