Sunday, December 10, 2006
shit ok.
my life is full of shits
parents are continuously nagging bout my rudeness towards them. but heck, since when was i ever rude to them..? now everything i say seem to sound rude to them. fuck care la, i dun know how else to convince them already that i wasnt being rude at all. that's one problem. the other is that im grounded, cos mummy found out somethin bad i did when i was at Johor the other day. i cant go out before the KL trip, but thats like impossible, cos i'd have to go out somehow, wanna spend a day with Ashraf.
too bad my life's so fucked up at this point of time.
and when everythin seems to fall apart, problems keep on addinggggg. im freakin pissed. last two days, we quarrelled again, but im not sure why. den everything was solved with a sorry from him. i forgive him, cos i understand that sometimes we tend to get carried away by feelings all the time. i always xperience that, and it felt like !@$^&* i tell you!
and when that problem's solved, see here comes another, which crushes my heart so much.
why are there so much people taggin my board nowadays with harsh words? dun they have nth better to do den criticising how other people look, even if its not me they're talkin bout? dun they use their brain, dat they're talkin bout the guy i love here. this is my blog, my say. for those people who have the guts to get in my blog without my permission, its okay to just read and just keep your mouth shut. but if you dun have the right to come in, and you decided to 'not agree' with whatever i say here, and tag my board with such rudeness, den i'll have to get even wit you.
to anonymous,
say whatever you wanna say. it may add to my problems, but who are you to break my relationship with Ashraf? i really hope you're readin this, cos one day, somebody's gotta teach you a lesson not to disturb someone-you-dun-even-know's life. what credit can you get out of doing that? chocolates? -.- no, wat you get is shit thrown right back at you. you wanna talk shit wit me, i'll talk shit wit you too. so we're even. this is so childish, but wat else can i do to drive you away from my blog? i could ban you from taggin, but i dun want to. so will you stop sayin your comments aloud? keep it to yourself, so that people wont dislike you. hahhhhhh.
im friggin done wit people who wanna destroy my life. so far, no one came up to me and said HEY I DUN LIKE YOU TO B WIT NAVAL BASE GUYS. but hey, dats my freakin problem man. are you related to me that you can say somethin like that? and guess wat, it doesnt matter anyway cos you're not anybody to me. Ashraf is. if he wanna break away from me, he'll do it. with or without your help. Thank you for your concern anyway.
to Ashraf,
sorry bout yesterday. promised to talk wit you at 2am, but i really couldnt wake up from my sleep luh. =/ was in the middle of a sweet dream i guess. hahhh. anyway, i miss you :( wish we could meet soon, right before im off for my KL trip and its not gonna end fast. love you.
i wanna be with you,
i wanna be the only hand you need to hold on to.
