Friday, December 08, 2006
" and when our two worlds collide, unrecruited love was realised. "hola bloggie, im back after four days of total boredom at clementi. but it was a happy one for me, too. and i dun know why. i felt the happiness, so overwhelming in me, tryin to find a way to come out. after all this while, i realised that i wasnt being a good person. but lately, i've just been hangin around at home, thinkin bout wat i've done, all those stupid things i regretted. i think im recovered, really. =/me and Ashraf's relationship is gettin much muchhh better, and phew there was so much pain to bear. but now that everything's over, im back to my normal self, and him back to his sweet self, i've never felt any better. he proved his love to me so much more, and started messaging me at the break of dawn, lettin me know how much he loved me and all -just like before. now, i wouldnt xpect anythin much more from him anymore, cos i know that i have to give him some too. love and care is all we need, and its more den enough.and i could sleep everynite with a smile on my face, doesnt matter if there's no reason bhind it. just knowing that im feelin so happy and that my heart's calm is enough to make me live with that smile. the more i miss him, the more i realise that i love him. i may b too young now to understand love, but i think im matured enough to say that love is strong. we'll have to fight to get it, fight to make it stay, and fight for it to last forever. fight till the end.Ashraf, i just want you to know how i much i loved you from the beginning. and the feeling is still there. it wont go away, unless .. i wouldnt wanna mention it. i just wanna enjoy the long road ahead of us, there'll be ups and downs, full of tears and laughter. but im gonna go through all this with you, im not gonna let you go through the bad times alone. i'll always b by your side as long as you want me to.if i wrote you a love note, and make you smile at every word i wrote,wat would you do?
