Saturday, November 25, 2006
Y my besssssssssssssst girlfriend, NUWUL! [:
congrats on your relationship with Mr. Syafiq.
i luv my cyg NUWUL deep deep! <3
MUAAAAAAAAAAAACK2.
you were my strength when i was weak
you were my voice when i couldnt speak
you were my eyes when i couldnt see
you saw the best that was in me
lifted me up when i couldnt reach
you give me faith because you believe,
that im everything i am because you loved me.
i feel so sick thinking of you. you told me you're sick and you cant move that much. so i had to stop messaging you so that you could rest & get well soon. couldnt really get to sleep last night, thinking of you every second. praying hard that you'd be okay. negative thoughts kept invading my mind. something devil in me kept on bugging me, any girl can get him, he's really something. that thought made me cry. i took my phone, & messaged Ashraf, asked him whether i could ask about something. waited fer him to reply, but he didnt. and, i cried until it brought me to sleep. my phone rang at 8 in the morning, ASHRAF! [: appeared on the screen. as sleepy as i am, i could still manage a small smile. i picked up & heard his voice. it sounds like forever since i heard that such sweet voice. yikes! wats wrong with me? maybe im just too happy (:(:(: he asked me wat i wanted to ask him the night before. i told him that it's okay, i dun wanna ask him anymore. in my heart, i didnt wanna hurt him by asking whether he still feels the same or not. i could really feel the sincerity in his voice when i picked up the fone & he said, MORNING DEAR. i coulr really trust that, i guess. didnt wanna ask him at first. but he kept on pressing me. so in the end, i asked him. do you still love me? i took a deep breath, expecting the best, but also preparing for the worse. dear, im sick. i dun feel like msg-ing these few days. im sorry to make you feel like im avoiding you. but im really sick and im too tired to move around. i still love you. dont worry. sorry again. a wide smile crept up & suddenly i felt so happy again. yeah, that's my boy. den he told me that it's okay, and asked me to give him a wake-up call at 12, for work. work, worrrrrrrrrk? sick & still working? he said that it's fine. so alright den! after this going to have dinner at j8 again with my two primary one cousins. tmrw meeting Ashraf, God Willing. [:
baby i love you,
i love you just that way.
