hello dear diary,
dear bestest friend.

why do i feel so empty here? why do i feel so abondoned? i dont know why, but i feel so rejected. you dont really entertain me now. you're busy because of work. i dun really care about that, but the more you work, the more i feel so alone. i used to have you sms-ing me every afternoon, but now .. my bill used to be high, but now, my bill is average. i missed sms-ing with you. i missed chatting on the fone with you on late nights. now, you always go to sleep early. why? because you're waking up early for work the next day. i sacrificed so much all this while. but dear, im missing you so much la. the times you used to fetch me from school and go hanging around.

just wanna let you know, that i appreciate all the times we had together. all the love you gave me from the first time we met. you lifted me up when im down. you were my strength & cheered me up whenever i wasnt feeling good. i had it all.

all i want, all i pray for now, is to be with you longer. to spend the rest of my life with you. not letting go of you to anyone else. you're mine. don't ever let go of me, please?