aku tak percaya lagi
dengan apa yang kau beri
aku terdampar di sini
tersudut menunggu mati

aku tak percaya lagi
akan guna matahari
dengan mampu menerangi
sudut gelap hati ini

aku berhenti berharap
dan menunggu datang gelap
sampai nanti suatu saat
tak ada cinta kudapat

kenapa ada derita
bila bahagia tercipta
kenapa ada sang hitam
bila putih menyenangkan

kau ajarkan aku bahagia
kau ajarkan aku derita
kau tunjukkan aku bahagia
kau tunjukkan aku derita
kau berikan aku bahagia
kau berikan aku derita

things have been going on too smoothly fer me!
gosh, life's been in an effing mess since you entered it!
ergh, i warned you boy, but you refused to listen.
now you taste it, and it affects me too.
when i like one boy, i'll only like him.
and i'll try to stay with him & win his heart.
but with you in my way, how am i supposed to let this take place?
you keep on calling me, you keep on bugging me with your SMS.
when am i ever gonna have time to pay special attention to the boy i like?
what if with your presence, he'd experience a sense of boredom, thinking i wanna say goodbye to him?
come on, even after i told you to stop, you said you'll wait.
you just knew me since when, only a few days back.
what else can i expect from you?
true love?
ergh! im frustrated!
okay.
just finished my math papers 1 & 2.
it brainwashed me.
gosh, when i saw the paper, my mind switched OFF.
& i totally forgot everything i learnt throughout the whole year!
im gonna fail.
just hope the past tests are enough to pull me up!
i dont wanna drop to NA :(
lalalalaa~
tmrw & fridae's holidays!!
HIAKDUSHHHHH !! (x
tmrw maybe going tu geylang, buker with dian, ayie, fuad, afiq, wanie, hikmah, suriati & rusydi.
i just hope hazim wont be there!
even if he is, i cabot uh!
hahaha. hope ashraf could tag along.
if only he's free.
he's a cute but busy man.
hehehehe..
im tired.
i wanna go sleep2.
toodles! :D