Wednesday, September 06, 2006
Happy Birthday Iqbal (:ey, loved ones!nyahaharz, i'm evil you know.supposed to go celebrate iqbal's birthday with galvin and the rest.but couldn't make it.actually not couldn't make it, but he's a sicko.but yup, whatever it is, he's still my ex.and if only i could be there to make him happy for just one day?i just didn't want him to fall in love with me again.cos it looks like he just did =/i don't wanna hurt guys, i know how it feels like!hmphff, but i think i did made him angry yesterday when i told him that i couldn't tag along.erhz, when will his hot-temperedness stop? it won't bring him anywhere lah.kay, den tmrw meeting nazirah!!wooohoo, after such a long tyme, finally (:tmrw's gonna be a so crazy day with her.she's the giler-giler type, i loike! =)cheybah! haha. den den den, yesterday our hearts were burning.and couldn't really "talked" on the fone.it was akward, but oh well.revenge is not the best way anyway, right?so we're gonna just let everything calm down, & make sure we won't lose contact anymore.kekekez, just now went down and met Shahir.he's okay, we talked.but nothing's really going on, he's so damn tall.our height difference was like _____ *so huge, can't even describe it! haha.den had to get back cos i'm scared my dad wanna come home, but he had no key with him.haha, anyway, it was okay lah taking a stroll with him & all.haiz. yesterday night was a great night fer me plus, an aching one too.i was relieved that he told me the truth.but the truth hurt me so much deep in my heart, gosh.not logical, but who cares.i couldn't do anything anymore.if i were to be given a chance to get back in time and fix things.i still wouldn't. it won't gonna change anything anymore.now living a single life is great too =0and Syahida, thanks fer cheering me up & entertaining me with music!gerek dok. nyeheherz.. (:haiz, now i can only manage to hope that things would be like before i met him.please?i really missed that life.bring it back to me.to me.
