Tuesday, September 05, 2006
today's the fifth.and tomorrow's gonna be a year after i met him.erhz, tyme travels oh so fast lah!experienced alot of things during this one year.being with him and him and him and him was wonderful, but i guess good things must have an end.if only.. sheesh, i can only manage to be patient now and let it all relax.let it all depend on fate, now, thats all.i just wanna be lonely now.lonely, until i can really find someone whu gives me enough love.as Zie said, find someone whu's clever at crying.uhhah. yea right, not all guys are like that.anyway, in the meantime, i'll just let the World revolve around me, nothing else... think i'll feel better that way lah.i've been preoccupied these two days of holidays, but starting from tmrw, my healthy lifestyle will be back!:D tmrw going out with iqbal & his friends (his birthday)hope Diana can come along too, missed her so.as friend only, i guess.yeah, just wanna make him happy on his birthday, thats all.what else should i write erh ..oh!ey, Boy, i still like you lah.i don't know why i still do, anyway i know it's stupid of me.but if the feeling's still where it's supposed to be a long tyme ago, den i can't place it elsewhere :(i don't know when i'll stop loving you, let's see how long my heart takes to carry this heavy burden.but what i know now is that, i still like you.but being ignored is blissful, don't you think so?all i want to do now is think about you, and i don't even wanna sleep (ergh).i just wanna keep on loving you.whether you like it or not.it's my choice, yeah.` x \\ ]__ ; shoot me with the right gun.
