Wednesday, August 16, 2006
hey!hm, guess im feeling so much better now.after talking it out with nurul, julie & aini.they're good friends, who'll alw be there for me, even if im wrong or right.im so blessed to have friends like them, yeah?okay, was supposed to get an MC from the doctor yesterday night.but i want to go school!i have to pass up my art work, today was the deadline lah.then end up during assembly, my sore throat didnt work out just as well.i had no voice in the hall just now! -.-haha, yeah and i answered all of Nurul's questions by body language.woohoo, sexaye! :Bwth? haha. oh, and i needed water to get my voice back, but Ms Anbarasi just wont let me go to the toilet.hmphff!haiz, guess friday's meeting with him will be cancelled :(nevermind, shall wait baby.hm, just finished writing two testimonials to my friend, telling her that our friendship will never be ruined just because of one guy!nothing can separate us, yeah, thats what i want her to know.i hope she understands.hm, just now after school went to eat at Yoshinoya with Nurul.den after that, rushed to Khatib and met Julie & Aini.we sat somewhere that brings alot of memories come flowing through like an endless river.while telling her exactly what happened, my eyes filled with tears, but they convinced me not to cry.and yeah, i didnt, just that i felt that i wanna cry, but i cant cry in front of them, i cant possibly make my loved ones suffer like what im going through.they're funny, and lovely, yeah (:i feel alot of things, but i cant write everything here, but just wanna heed Julie's advice for me.to move on in life and try to make friends with him.but too bad, although i tried to be normal friends with him, he didnt wanna cooperate.well, its okay, i've got to pick myself up now. :(now that i've lost my precious friend ever since she met you.god, what happened with my life?she believes you more den me.cant believe that i'd lose a friend in exchange with a guy i used to love....wth, now im at home, trying to avoid being sick, and hoping that rizal wouldnt be sick too.at least i know i still have friends who care about me.even if you dont.okay, this is a long post.i'll make sure it has a meaning.andandandand i'll make sure i'll stop crying about stupid things.
