im having a hard time, and now im sick for the second time in a month. what a record! well, maybe i thought too much of what happened. and maybe im having some undiscovered illness. i dont know, but what i know is, that im feeling wrong now and i wish to correct myself and place myself in the right path in life again, but the thing is, i cant change whatever's gone wrong. now i smile less and i think so much more. i felt a strong sense that you are moving on life great. yeah, heck, go on, but i will never forget you and the time we had together. and its okay if you wont ever trust me again, im sorry if that ever happens, but yeah i deserve this. now i realise that starting a new life isnt that much of a great idea, cos it would get worse by den. but hey, he's been there for me, even before i knew you, he supported you, but he could still take care of me. thats why i accepted him. not cos of what you think. okay you may not be interested in reading my blog anymore, but this is not only for you. but for others too, that is to make sure that if you have someone who cares about you alot, dont misuse them, or they'll * you. so please, dont hate me. i am nothing to you now. i wasnt even something to you. right?
