i dont think its working out, no one hears my cry. i may be happy on the outside, but inside, im hurt. by my past, by my life, by everything. everything thats perfect is inperfect in my eyes. i need my space, mum. i need privacy, dad. i need a proper life, everyone. tell me what do you do when it all falls apart? i have a great person who's always there for me, but i dont appreciate him. i dont know where to go. i dont know who to choose. i dont know who i am after fourteen years. .. i dont know what else to do after this. god, i need him now. he's my medicine. but he's not here, beside me. only he can cure me. hm, i dont think its working out, really. just because someone else is there for me, .. more den you were all this time.
