Thursday, August 31, 2006
everything's over.i wish i could kill myself so that i won't have to think of all this.stupid stuffs.i shouldnt cry about stupid stuffs.i wouldn't anyway.it's amazing how fast time flies.and how stupid things happen.but when it's supposed to be that way, i wont stop it.don't know why i feel sad & down these few days, when i'm not the one to be regretful, but i guess i felt like i lost someone special but new in my life.for now, i wouldn't find someone else.because he's still in my heart now, and i think he won't be erased from it for a while.so i guess i'll be imagining him in my mind everynight, before i sleep.and whisper a silent prayer to God, to thank him for his love.Because baby,
Everything is fucked up straight from the heart,
tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart?
gotta pick myself up,
where do i start?
cos i cant turn to you when it all falls apart.
